end of an era

Breastfeeding is over. kind of makes me sad. i LOVE our nights together just her and i up snuggling together. since she got sick and started sleeping all night i was no longer doing night feedings and without that contact my supply dramatically fell. since i HATE pumping i think we are closing shop. i only made 6 months with Rigby since she never did latch/nurse so we made it to 10 months with Adler. I don't know how these women do it that cause such controversy that nurse their kids to ages 9,10,11,12?!?!?!?!?! I really wanted to keep it up for the whole 1st year, and i think i would have been able to if i got to spend more time with her, but with her at daycare and me at work it is just not working. :( she has learned to hold her own bottle so she is almost to the point that she really does not need any of us to help her but she does love snuggling so she will always be up for someone to pick her up and love on her.