mother of the year - nominee

Last night i put Adler to bed at her usual time (7:30/8pm-ish.) she gave out kisses and waved good-bye (aka. good night.) i laid her down and about 15-20 minutes later she started fussing. i though it was because she heard us all talking and the TV on. as this has happen before, she really did not want to leave and go to bed early. so i let her fuss it out and hope she would go to sleep. it was only about a 2 minute fuss and that is nothing for her. i had a headache so i went on to bed soon after she went back to sleep. then she started crying and fussing at 11p. so she had only been down about 3 hours and this is unlike her. so i gave her 2-3 mins to see if she would go back to sleep. although she was only halfheartedly putting up a fuss i went to check on her. we currently don't have a night light in her room and there was no light from the window so i stuck my hand in her crib to see if she just needed the blankies pulled up over her tush. well i touched a pile of wet blankets and recoiled in fear. i flipped on the hallway light to see what was going on. she had gotten sick in her crib (cold to touch - so must have happen after i 1st laid her down.) most of it was on her blankets and her hair. i did a quick wash job of her hair and switched out all her linens. i snuggled with her for awhile before she went back to sleep. i was no longer tired as i felt like the WORST MOM EVER because i did not check on her before going to bed and made her sleep in a pile of her own vomit for almost 3 hours. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then she was up at 3:30a i am sure this was because she was starving as she had no food left in her tummy. so i got up and she had 2 squeezes and some juice and then i was able to convince her to come to bed with me. it took her awhile to get snuggled in then again i had a hard time getting to sleep. next thing you know it is almost 7am and we should already be done with breakfast and dressed for the day and we are all still snoozing. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!